Bitterness.

First poem of many I will post, one I wrote quite some time ago.

Shattering, falling, breaking down.
I can't get up
I've hit the ground.

Let me go, let me be
I want, I need.
I desire to be free.

Pleading, crying, screaming, silence.
Its quiet now
The end of violence.

Calming, soothing, relaxing, serene.
What I want, what I need.
Please oh please, let me be free.

Please oh please
Let me fall down, I want to shatter, hit the ground.

Please oh please
Stop this pain
I want out
Of this sick game.