Each Day.

Well hey there friends
lets begin.

No way!
that's crazy
I say
just maybe

today
its okay
so lets play
my way.

Party time
shot time
fun times
my times.

Don't stop
do it now
Jump up
then come down.

Drag it out
make it last
this is good
just have a blast.

All this time
its so fun
I can't believe
Its almost done.

Lets do it again!

party time
shot time
fun times
my times.

Keep up
its almost over
when its done
we can start over.

grab a drink
grab a girl
chug it down
rock her world.

woke up
today
no thoughts
to say.

I live
each day
this way
s'okay

every time is party time
all times are shot times
each time is fun time
and Its always my time.

A Lie

I may have lied once
or maybe a few times.
not to hide the truth.

I kept it to myself
I was afraid.
change is scary.

It was my only lie
Repeated many times.
No longer.

I shouted out
I told the truth.
You now know.

I felt crazy
no control.
unsteady.

Its ok now
I'm not afraid
a burden is lifted.

I'm relieved now
and slightly nervous.
The truth is out.

The truth.

Its not fair

I want that

Its not fair

I saw it first

Its ok

we can share

we're all humans

here on earth.

I don't hate you

I've let you be

yet you show

hostility.

I'm not worried

I won't judge you.

I just wish

for things to change

Now I sit here

and we wonder

we really are

all the same.

So look at me,

tell me this

what demons do you see?

I'm a child here on earth.

what will finally make you believe?

Arrogance and Humanity

I've always known.

I'm crazy

insane

that I'd do anything.

Nothing holding me back

I strive for my goals

Things get in my way?

I don't think so.

You'd call them obstacles

I call it the road

I get what I want

because its what I deserve.

Thats right

because I'm crazy

insane

I know I'd do anything

You can't get in my way

impossible.

nothing can hold me back

agreed.

Give it a shot.

you will see

I go for what I want

and I know its what you need.

Are you crazy?

insane?

would you do anything?

You would.

No ones like me

I'm the best

miles high

above the rest.

For me its natural

just a gift

part of my life

you get the gist?

I may be crazy

and insane

but if I want you

who's to blame?

You're amazing

truly wonderful.

our insanity 

so agreeable.

I'll do my best

to be the best

head and shoulders

above the rest

Just one chance

thats all I need

I know you know

I'd do anything.

Running away.

Heart pounding, no escape
I try to flee.

The door slams shut
someones coming after me.

Running footsteps
the chase is on.

Thud, Thud, Thud
closer now.

They are catching up
impossible.

A burst of speed
I'm on my way.

I dart into the trees.
darkness envelopes.

Grabbing at my hair
whipping at my face.

I need to keep going
I need true escape.

The wind picks up.
Rain starts to fall.

The chase is over
I'm on my own.

a true home.

Whipping winds

pouring rain.

a chill sets in my bones.

Water dripping

the storms over

A light shines from afar

Walking slowly

in hopes of shelter

water streaming away.

The light grows closer

I hear laughter

I pick up the pace.

I run forward

slipping, sliding

Desire to see another face.

Its been so long

I've been so cold

The road I travel is lonely.

On the porch

each step creaking

I approach the door.

As I get closer.

light comes shining

someones standing there.

I see my hero

a true savior

the man I want to be.

He's always been there

how I love him.

I'll always have a home.

Alone in the darkness
All on my own.
No one can see me.

I start to cry out
The blood starts to flow.
No one believes me.

I've given up
I let it all go.
No one needs me.

Drip drip drip.
Its fading now.

Drip drip drip.
Its coming to a close.

Drip drip drip.
I'm all on my own.

Nothingness

An empty feeling

nothing inside

what I feel

empty lies

I go by

no one sees

the nothingness

inside of me

I fake laughter

I fake tears

no one knows

what I feel

I walk through

everyday

I pretend

in every way

What I feel

this nothingness

its inside me

its all that's left.

A poem about feeling nothing and lying to the world about it.